I’d like to at some point feel like the CEO of my life. Is that too much to ask? Is there ever a point where it feels like you are in control of something and not feeling completely inadequate from day to day? I mean you beast your to-do list but realize you neglected your family. You spend time with family and then realize you neglected your chores. Are there people in this world who feel like they run their lives efficiently in peace? Or have others simply learned how to not be great at everything all at once and move on from it?
You get the idea. You’re excited about it. You start doing the research. You’re writing things down, you’re making moves and a few months in people are asking you, “What happened to that thing you were doing?” You have no idea. It’s just another idea that never had the opportunity to be seen through.