In Bloom

In Bloom - Finding My Path

In Bloom - Finding My Path

I was one of those people where I had my whole life planned out before high school. I knew I was going to Duke, I was going to be married by 26 and thought I knew who I was going to marry and what I was going to do for the rest of my life. I didn’t know that life was about to happen and change my plans. I didn’t know how to adapt to the change of not being in my dream career path.I was feeling pretty lost and had no idea where to go next. I felt like I settled for the things I was good at and kept thinking about my dream. I kept thinking about what another path I was supposed to take and how I was going to find it. 

In Bloom - Finding Treasures in the Darkness (Book Introduction)

In Bloom - Finding Treasures in the Darkness (Book Introduction)

I have been living a lie.  Lately, the person I portray to be is not who I really am.  Every morning I wake up and I squeeze my new form into an outfit that is four years too old.  But yet I wear it anyway because it would take too much energy to explain the changes.  It has been said that life changes you.  But what they didn’t tell me is that you do not realize how much you have changed until you wake up one day with the task of having to introduce the new you to the world.  It is true life does change you.  It should change you.  But what is written in the fine print is that with life comes grief and grief transforms you in ways you would never expect.